We never really know what we are doing

Have you ever done something and known exactly what the consequence is going to be? No, because we do not have that capability. Seriously though, think about it. No matter what choices we make or roads we take there will always be a surprise. It could be good or bad. I think we all go through life not knowing exactly what we are doing just knowing enough to keep going. And that’s all we can really ask for.

I don't know what I am doing with him. He is great and all but how do I tell him that I don't want to be with him, I just want to cuddle and hold hands and be all cute like. Maybe I'm just afraid to love. That's just a little cliché. But for real, I'm too afraid to love you but too afraid to let you go. Pathetic? Maybe so, but that’s just how it is.

I don't know what career path I want to take. I am really just taking classes that I am interested in because I have no clue what I am doing. That's okay though right? I'm young; I have time to figure it all out.

Really I just don't know what the heck I am doing. I am just going through the motions hoping that maybe something exciting will happen. Which seems very doubtful. I guess one day I will figure it out just not today.